The problem with having any kind of disability is that most people out there will never understand or come close to being able to relate, let alone make allowances for it. I'm partially blind, and end up sticking to playing with a very small group of friends as a result so as to avoid the constant barrage of insults for not noticing something that was in a blind spot for me, or the constant snide comments I'll get for having issues with some of the game's areas due to color contrasts, (I deal with enough of that shit in everyday life), so my heart goes out to you. I hope you can find some understanding people to run with so you can keep enjoying this game :)