I think I may have it worse than most. The day destiny was announced I knew it was my destiny. I wanna be the very best, that no one ever was. But really every day since it's announcement I've read read every article, subscribed to 4 destiny channels on YouTube and watched every video, spread the world of destiny like it was law. Then I played the alpha and wow it was amazing. This four days were dedicated to nothing else. My girlfriend thought we had broken up due to me ignoring her. Then it was over and I was lost... Then came the beta and I could not have been happier to be back in the game, only to be torn away 2 days later by a family trip to mexico. I can no longer participate in the beta. I can't play until release and it's killing me. Idk what to do. Advice anyone?