You're an escapist from your own reality... Come back to grips with what is important, Stay strong, and be a better significant other... I don't currently have a gf but I do see a lot of girls and let me tell you, if you want a meaningful relationship with who you're with, listen to her when she says put the game down because most likely she wants to get wet! Edit: btw you ARE PUSHING HER AWAY, do care more about a meaningless video game or her, for real son... Get with it!