Dying without warning is the worst surprise anyone can get, dying with no definite purpose. It hurts.
For the first time in my life I'm genuinely scared about something. Not seeing the people i love anymore, not achieving my objectives, wasting time.
Time, short yet overwhelming. Time makes the strongest human vanish in his long and tedious courtroom. Im sad, I'm anxious, i fear that all that I've done has been in vain.
In less than 3 hours, a pivotal moment in my life is going to happen, and if i make it, I won't be the same, not anymore.
Because I'm cheating death, I'm fooling my demise, postponing the inevitable.
The truth is, I'm scared...
[spoiler]Farewell, for now ^-^[/spoiler]
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Well death is a reality. What's worse would be to experience the maximum amount of pain before death so at least that probably won't happen to you